Wohoo :)

School started and my pocket is having a hole sooon :) HAHA! just paid for taxation 1 book which cost nearly 50 bucks! ARGHH!

NOw have to buy fundamental of finance book worth $33.20! Wohoo! bankurpt bankurpt! HAHA!

So yeah! not bad lar the tutors and lecturer! HAHA :)

ANW today was GREAT! HAPPY! HAPPY HAPPY!!

I got a packed lunch! wohoo! :D My sayang pack for me lunch from home with roller coaster chipc with some sweet! the nasi goreng sedapp! HAHAHA :)

THANKSS YOUU! GUess you know my verdict right??

Ohh yess! yesterday someone treat me mc cafe sia! wohoo! HAHAH :)

LOVE LOVE LOVE!

Gonna have meeting with SP Deputy Principal tomorrow at 12 noon! about.. err! let it be a secret! HAHA!

Than GEMS! YAY!

OKayy i wanna wrok hard for this semester! wohoo :)

Wohoo?

For WHAT?? HAHA!

I guess i studied too much of economics that my life is like a business cycle! UP and DOWN! but it was damn fast right? ahha the power me! cehh!

So yeah. Yesterday as i was walking home to go SP by PUBLIC. Than there's a girl infront of me and she started tallking to me as we walk! she is super cute okay! primary 5 girls and she is soo outspoken! wohoo :) cute!

As i reached the bustop i saw her sms. Her performance is delayed? haha so i drove to school and slack until 7pm i went out to fetch her from dance!

Had PRATA! at clementi my banana prata is nice! wohoo :)

than something happen to the car! *ehemm*

Went to IMM and had a drink and go for a talk! HAHAHAH! conference antara dua insan! HAHA.

Send her home, fetch my cousin and went to visit thier uncle or something who passed away at bedok! drove there and visit and drove back to CCK to send them and home sweet home.

Lesson today! yay! all is sec 1 but errr i have 1 jade! yucks! haha and i play play confiscate my student hp and they looked sad and then i make them smile back! whahaha :) EVIL!

Gonna go on public again today to fetch her and go EAT PASTA! *anak mat salleh nak makan pasta* haha YAY! Bagi mee rebus baru tahu! haha

Oh well i am tired updating! school goonna reopen! means ALOT ALOT of $$ to spend on notes and book! Ohh bankurpt la saya! HAHA :)

Wanna go shopping for stationeries soon! ahhaha

Till then!

Cant wait to go on pasta date with her :)
Not her but HER! HAHA :)

Emo aje ciss!

I wish everything didn't happen as it is NOW.

Since it happen! plss.. i want it to be over :(

I just cant take it any longer, it's one after another.

I feel bad for whatever that i am doing, all the 'ignorance' but i really dunno what i am supposed to do?

Am i badly affected by it? YES!

I just feel like whatever i want can never or seems hard to be granted.

I really hope that you will here to that song lyrics and know how much u meant to me :(

Just want it to be over and i am really confused! i don't know what to doo :(

After this was nenek, she was admitted into hospital. I feel BAD! coz i didnt give her all my attention.

I visited her on wednesday night before fetching aznita and she was on the bed helpless. SICK. ALL i did was fed her fruits, make dinner for atok, clean abit and i left!

Came on Friday again before go out on date and see them for less thn 5minutes and i went off and today she is in the hospital.

But 1 thing that angered me was, WHERE ARE YOU GUYS? Each time u guys wants MONEY, wants REWARD, wants to CLAIM birthday money from nenek, DENGAN CEPAT DATANG RUMAH! Tak payah suruh pun!! Ni nenek is sick, just drop by, get her some food and prepare atok dinner seems so difficult uh? So telling me you ppl just using my nenek for FUN? YES she spend alot on me or FINE she gave me more thn you ppl, BUT ATLEAST I HAVE DONE MY PART RIGHTT?

I just couldnt understand anw, *siaper yg nak terasa, SILAKAN*

I got so much to think about UP HERE!

ABT my R/S, nenek, finance and plus dad is quite sick, not been driving taxi for like 2 dayss?

and i was thinking whether should i give him $100. I withdraw the money and i am holding myself back BECAUSE i dont want him to spend that $100 on nonsense item and i dun want hm to be unmotivated to drive since i gave him money and i dun want him to think that i got lot of money and will rely on me! ARGHH

I am just soo confused!!!!

Where are you when i need you the MOST! :(

Why! Why! Why!

Has been playing on my mind.

Why must you be scared?

Have i ever rejected what you wanted? what you asked for? have I?

Than why are you scared? Is it so difficult to open up and asked? If it is so, than whyyy??

You put in alot alot alot of effort, time, energy for it. Why don't you want to ask me to come?

Scared? Why are you scareddd????

Or is there another reason behind it? Why didnt tell me the truth??

All you asked was you have anything laterr? what you gonna do later? but where is that 'bonus' question?

Why is it so difficult to be spoken out?

Am I that scary??

It happen before and FINE i can understand why before was SCARED!!!!

but NOW! I SIMPLY CANT UNDERSTAND!

When i called to talk nicely to clear all and make sure it won't affect you, all you did was blaming me and like 'screaming' at me!

Why aren't you SCARED of 'screaming' at me and blaming me? BUT

Why are you scrared to ask me about itttt?

and whyy?

Should i give in? Should i be long headed? I am soo sick of THIS!

3 days! Wohoo 3days of wedding! TIRING LAR OI! HAHAHA!

*will post pictures when i coalate them yeah*

Day 1
Friday! 3rd April 2009!

We all gathered at my aunty house at woodlands circle for some prayers and my cousin to put on this thing call "inai' like henna lar.

Both her feet and hand were full of that and she have to sit down helpless! *cant even sms!* whahaha.

After prayers and stuff! time for us to eat! wohoo! and we went home nearly err i forget what time but it is kinda late! All i knew was i have to sent tata and my cousin from indonesia -sheila home :) to tata house of cause!

Day 2
Saturday 4th April 2009

A very important day! where both of the bride and groom is officially married!

I came at nearly 8am to my aunty house and went to sheng siong at woodlands with my cousin to buy food to be cooked and serve after the 'nikah'.

Spent nearly 100 bucks on food and we went home and i am left with washing my car and make it nice nice! hahaha :)

at 1pm i went home to shower and pick up tata and stuff and it was raining :( and worse the car get soo dirty! ARGHH!

Than at 3.30 like that the guy side came over! wohoo! my cousin and her husband damn gorgeous lar!

The kadi supposed to come at 4pm! (he is the one who is supposed to marry both of them) but he was late! came at 4.15pm? and he was the one who marry my aunty and uncle years AGO! HAHA!

All were done by errmm 5pm? ahha we eat and i washed plate and stuff haha and i went to wash the car and taxi again! wahah! not it is crystal clear! woo!

Sit and talk and talk and talk and went home. Send TATA and thn dian and zila and danish home and home sweet home!

Day 3
The last and final dayy! HAHA

Pick up my queen! WAHAHA! up at 9am! went to limbang and bought mac breakfast and went to my aunty house!

I got changed and sat there than came all my cousin and all! ahah it was a goood slacking day! wohoo!

All we do is walk around, take picture and stuff.

Than the guy side came! wohoo! he is soo wel dressed! wahaha!

Took picture and followed him to his place!

Cool uh? my cousin is at woodlands Circle! He is at Woodlands Ring! HAHA!

Than than than just finish eating! ......... sms came! ahha her family is on the way! basketttttt!

Scared?? who isnt?? HAHA!

Yeah her family came! her brother is CUTE! whahah! her dad love the prata so much! haha i should learn how to do it thn next time let her day eat! HAHAHAH

ANd blah blah blah! and then they went off! ahah

Sit sit sit. Talk talk talk! take picture and thn finish! ahha i stayed behind to help abit! and kesian she have to helo abit too :( anw THANK AHH!

and that's it! the wedding is done! now waiting for my turn! HAHAHAH! no lar! my sister first! than my turn! HAHAH 6 or 7 more years ahh! HAHAH

Send her home and that's it! wohoo :D

and soo i dunno what to do now! boredd! boredd

I wanna go pasar malam! HAHA

Mohamed Ressal Bin Mohamed Raffi
First Breath Oxygen on 12th Feb 1990
So I am 19 la :)
Currently I am doing Diploma in Accountancy




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